Thursday, December 22, 2011

Merry Christmas to my world!

I’d like to say that this Christmas message is simply my way of being green but that would be pushing the boundaries of honesty! The simple truth is I just don’t do cards anymore. I am blessed with so many friends, some I see often, some I rarely see, some have been in my life forever, some I have met recently and some I haven’t talked to in years yet remain in my heart with cherished memories. Add to that list my great big ol’ loving family, my Callanish community and my Mets Group community – well I just can’t afford the postage….. makes me one lucky gal I’d say.

Health-wise this year has been a bit of a challenge but as I like to say I’m still in pretty good shape for the shape I’m in. While this old body doesn’t perform as well as I’d like let me assure you that my attitude and sense of humor (dark as it may be) remain intact. I’ve been on this ‘chemo light’ for almost two years now but thinking there’s a change coming soon. This cancer gig has turned into a full-time job! My oncologist however gave me a month off treatment for a Christmas present – best present ever! So on Dec 24th I will head off to Palm Desert for a couple of weeks of mindless R & R.

Living without a roommate wasn’t working for me and so to my/our great fortune Annee II and I found each other. For anyone who has known my other cats you can relax - Annee is so sociable, loves requires attention, loves to be combed and petted – she is the antithesis of both Webbie & Annie!


Yes... I am perfect

Our family had its share of engagements, birthdays, anniversaries and new sweethearts this year. We embraced the arrival of gorgeous little London Brielle who, despite being born with a severe heart defect, is now a thriving 5-month old who keeps proving everyone wrong. Here is a picture of her today waiting for her echocardiogram – she doesn’t look that impressed!

Yes... I am the rock star of Children's Hospital

I got away for two retreats this year – to the first ever Callanish Creative Arts Retreat at the fabulous Brew Creek Center close to Whistler and another retreat with my Metastatic Support Group at the Rockwater Secret Cover Resort on the Sunshine Coast. I could live on retreat! Not being much of a traveler though the furthest I went this year was to Whistler! I’m going to correct that situation by going to California in a couple of days.

So without detailing my entire year let me just say that It’s been busy, it’s been fulfilling, it’s been happy and it’s been sad. I can also add that there’s been many laughs, many visits, many writing classes, many sunny days on the deck, many manicures & pedicures, many glasses of wine, many great conversations and much contentment. It’s been another year of ups, downs and all-arounds!

Christmas is always a wonderful opportunity to connect with those in my life and in my heart all year round even though we may not always see or talk to each other. I wish for you all a wonderful Christmas season full of family, friends, love and great food! For 2012, I wish for all a year of good health, great happiness, much satisfaction and much success in all that you do.

Wishing you all peace, love and contentment,

Marlene
xoxo

Sunday, December 11, 2011

And so this is Christmas...

Her wish was simple
Peace in every nation
Joy in every heart
and a Mitten on every hand


That's it folks. All I want. I have everything l need or want. I have a family who loves me & I love them. I have friends that I cherish and that cherish me. I have my communities who give me more than I could have ever imagined and with whom I hope I give back in kind. I have a roof over my home - my sanctuary, my comfort, my safe haven; I have food in my fridge made with love by my 'meals on wheels' friends; I have coats and mittens and hats and boots to keep me warm in the winter; I have money in the bank; I have my little Annie who sits with me, listens to me, loves me unconditionally - well.. as long as I feed her, brush her and pet her; I have books to read and music to soothe my soul.

And while I may not be a picture of health - I have enough health, strength and resolve to get past whatever lies ahead next year.

I have everything I want.